I feel like every relationship I have with anyone is going to shit.

But there’s so much I need to do just to get out of high school. That’s what my focus is on right now. I wish I could catch a fucking break. I just want to be able to have fun without worrying about some silly test or a paper I have to write or a speech that needs to get done. I just can’t wait for this to be over. I miss when I didn’t give a shit.